Sunday, March 14, 2010

Missing Anthony and all my grandchildren,today is my grammas Birthday


Good morning my dear friends. I am sorry for neglecting my writings. Life has kept me busy for the past few days. My precious grandson has gone back to his moms so I sit here writing with out the wonderful distraction of trying to help me type, or pull things off my desk, chewing on the wrist pad. Simple things that makes up my mornings. I miss them very much. Funny how something so little impacts your life so much. A little tiny bundle that started out at 4 lbs has grown to a wonderful little boy whom every one who meets him adores him. He adds such life and laughter and joy to my house, when he isnt here it seems very empty. I sit and look around at all the toys and clothes, jumpy swing,his play pen and they are empty also. Yup I miss Anthony this morning. He was gone for 3 days and I only got to have him here for 1 before he went back so I didnt get my gramma fix. I thought I was over the need to have a baby around but Anthony has changed that again, My other grandsons the 2 oldest dont come over alot grammas house isnt fun, we dont have alot of the electronic games and dont live close enough to town to walk to a store or hang out with friends. I miss Damion and Derek alot they may not think so but their gramma worries about them and says a prayer daily for them. My Andrew is a cutie, he goes to school, I am hoping this summer maybe he can come over for a few days so him and gramma can spend some time together, I am proud of Andrew and how far he has come in going to school and growing up to be a really good boy. Those are my grandsons I have 4. My granddaughters, First there is Deanna, my special birthday gift 12 yrs ago. She looks so much like her mom, she is beautiful, she is my sewing buddy. Then Miss Audrey and beautiful little girl who is growing up before my eyes, a perfect image her mom and dad. Sweet little lady, gramma makes her prairie dresses, and she loves crafty things.Miss Hailey is a wonderful big girl I should say, she'll tell ya she can do anything and will try. She talks older than her yrs, for a almost 8yr old you can sit and have a conversation with her and she knows what she is talking about, a beautiful young lady, who like to come with me, I need to spend time with Miss Hailey so we can do baking. Then we have Miss Emma who almost made me a another birthday present, she was born 3 days before my birthday almost 5 yrs ago. Tiny and beautiful, she has the most gorgeous long hair and loves all things girlie, she will come to grammas pretty soon since she doesnt go to school yet she can come up any time, we will do crafty stuff. Then comes my Abby, spit fire and full of energy. A tiny little thing with more energy than 6 kids. She can make you laugh so hard you sides hurt, loves to snuggle, Abby will come to grammas also but Emma has to come with her,Abby says so.,Then we have Our Easter surprise almost 2 yrs ago, Miss Faith decided she wanted to share Easter with us, A tiny little bundle when she was born has grown into quite the little girl, she is just starting to come to gramma now and not be scared, she is learning to talk and be independent, she has a beautiful smile and the cutest hair , her mom puts it in pig tails and they stand up, her smile is adorable ,she also missed my birthday by 2 days, I have 3 grand daughter on each side of my birthday and on one it.
I miss and love all my grand children the same. I guess today has gotten to me because I miss my gramma, today is her birthday and thinking about her made me miss my grand children and I just needed to talk about them all and tell them how much I love each and every one of them.
so Damion,Derek,Deanna,Audrey,Andrew,Hailey,Emma,Abby,Faith and last but not least Mr. Anthony, always remember how much gramma loves you. Never doubt i will always be here to listen if you have problems, help you when you need a hand, hug you when your down and love you unconditionally.
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